It has only been one term since I began Year 11 at Pakūranga College. In that short time, I have realised how different starting over can feel.
Everything here was new to me — the way classes are taught, the NCEA system, internal assessments, and even the small things like classroom discussions. Back home, I was used to a different rhythm of learning. Here, I sometimes need more time to understand instructions or fully express my ideas in English.
My grades are not outstanding. Some subjects feel unfamiliar, and sometimes my results are simply average. At first, that disappointed me. I used to measure myself by numbers. If I was not near the top, I felt like I was falling behind.
But in nearly one term, I have learned something more important than any mark on a paper.
Adapting takes time.
Learning in another language takes patience.
Confidence grows slowly.
Even though I am still adjusting, I can see small changes in myself. I am more willing to ask questions. I am beginning to understand how NCEA works. I feel slightly more comfortable speaking in class than I did on my first day.
The progress is not dramatic, but it is real.
Starting again does not mean becoming perfect immediately. Sometimes it simply means showing up every day, trying your best, and accepting that growth is quiet.
It has only been one term.
I am still learning.
And that is enough for now.
Vivian Yang – Year 11
